EVERY one of my relationships have ended because of one person. Because of Traci. God I am so in love with her that it is crazy. I've tried to forget, find someone else who makes me feel like this Brandi, Graci, Toria, Tisha. I've looked so long and so hard. But no one comes close to making me feel how she makes me feel. I don't think anyone ever WILL come close honestly. I wrote her a letter in a notebook and handed it to her a few days ago, but I donut think she has found it yet. I'm scared of when she does find it, but also I can wait. Maybe, just maybe, she will say "I'm sorry Tristan, but I love Amber."
But obviously, I know this will n